Friday, October 30, 2009
sweet, sweet D
halloween countdown
Donald Duck's Trick-or-Treat and also Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown is my #3 and 2 on this countdown. Love these shows! Here they are, in case you have been living in a cardboard box and don't actually know what I'm talking about. Enjoy.
i'm still here
I guess what I'm saying is I have realized that though I'm no longer in my twenties, the world has not come to an end. No explosions. No giant black hole sucking me in. No nothing. Nada. All the dread and worry and nothing to show for it really. D took the day off and we enjoyed eating breakfast all together, carving pumpkins together...just being together. D even did the dishes for me, prepared meals for the kids, got them down for their naps, etc. So I really was able to enjoy the day and relax. I woke up happy and ended the day with a smile.
M told me that I am the best pumpkin carver ever. When he said that, it hit me: to my kids, I'm amazing, no matter what age I am. Or how skinny or fat I am. Or how many wrinkles and grey hairs I have. They don't care if I have ran a marathon or not. They could care less that I met Macho Man Randy Savage (oh, yeah!!) or got Beatles Rockband for my birthday (holla back, y'all). All they know is that I am their mom and that I love them. I love reading books with them and spending time with them. I love kissing their cute little cheeks and hearing them laugh. I love just being with them and to them, that is enough.
So for me, it should be enough too. And now, I can honestly say it is.
Loud and proud: I'M 30.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
halloween countdown
Enjoy.
closer
Why the change?? Well, I'm sure I'm beating a dead horse with this but tomorrow I ring in a new chapter of my life. I want to make sure I end this one on a positive note. I mean, I don't want to sound like Obama or anything but change. will. happen.
No more burping like a frog. No more talking out of turn. No more staying up until midnight. No more selfish acts that make people look at me, shake their heads and say, "Oh...poor girl. She must still be in her twenties." Nope. Not happening anymore. I need to start acting like I'm 30. With being 30 I will need to start skiing on the weekends and I mean every weekend. Bedtime will be promptly at 11pm. I will need to start running marathons because that is what 30-year-old people do. I will need to read more serious literature and start quoting David McCullough instead of Andy Samberg. Political science will be my new endeavor and I will also need to be more opinionated. I may even get more serious about sewing and quilting....maybe....okay, no. But I'm sure I can find some other hobby to become serious about.
I know I will need to go to more concerts in my thirtieth year...starting tonight. :) For my birthday, my older brother bought me a ticket to see Mat Kearney with him. Should be fun. I have been to plenty of concerts in my day...but now begins a new decade of concerts. How about 30 concerts before I turn 31? I've heard of people wanting to run a marathon in their 30th year or become a master at photography. This is a lofty goal but lets make it happen!!
Now, if I can just get my hands on some U2 tickets...
Monday, October 26, 2009
halloween countdown
I didn't realize that my choice for tonight is from 1929. Who would have thought? It still is a hit, in my mind at least, and brings back lots of memories of Halloweens past. This one is titled Skeleton Dance. I just loved their dancing and using each other's bones, like a xylophone, to make music. Enjoy!
survival guide
I almost expected the email to read, "Your Turning 30 Survival Guide" or "How to Accept You are Turning 30 Even Though Your Diary Resembles Bridget Jones" (minus the cigarettes and swearing and singlehood). I'm sure there is a self-help book out there, full of wisdom and knowledge on how to turn 30 and love it. But really, I'm not loving it. I, like my amazing and wonderful grandma, want to stay 29 forever. Who wants to get older and have body aches where you have never ached before? Who wants to deteriorate to practically a bowl of mush and sit around drooling all day? I say this only because I have a feeling this will be me: stuck in a wheelchair, watching re-runs of General Hospital (which I would absolutely hate but since I'm stuck in a wheelchair and drooling, I won't be able to turn the channel let alone tell anyone to help me out). Note to self: learn and become an expert at sign-language
Then again, I should stop focusing on all the negative. I should stop focusing on me. I should think of others who have already crossed this dreaded threshold and have come across with flying colors. People who are still living their dreams, way beyond their thirties, forties and fifties. I know it doesn't stop here. But for some reason it scares me.
People magazine likes to show us how good 30 looks and even 40. It is a bit of a killjoy really. I'm sure I would have a killer bod, a glowing face and long beauitful locks if I had zillions of dollars like they do.
In the meantime, I am trying to enjoy my last days of being in my twenties. So much has happened over the last decade. My twenties really signified a lot in my life: dating, university, marriage, kids, becoming homeowners. So many milestones and all in just the last ten years. I guess what I'm trying to say is here is to another ten! Here is to setting more goals and looking forward to more milestones in my life. :)
Saturday, October 24, 2009
snl weekly
Enjoy the skit:
awkward family photos
The caption on the photo reads: "Seems like these two siblings could both teach each other a valuable lesson."
Friday, October 23, 2009
fanatical friday
Monday, October 19, 2009
fall weekend
The kids and I took a walk late Friday afternoon. We strode down foothill and then turned north and along the way, three horses in a pasture found us interesting. We stopped to say hello and found some apples in the grass that were in good shape. We fed them the apples and could tell they were very happy we stopped. Fall is just such a perfect time of year.
This morning it rained but it is still fairly warm. It doesn't seem like it will disturb my attitude much today. Starting a new week is sometimes riddled with anxiety. But I'm trying to keep my to-do list today simple:
- exercise (really, who am i kidding? but i still put it on my list...)
- laundry and folding (maybe i can somehow run out of detergent and use that as an excuse)
- clean the kitchen floor
- new sheets on the beds
- make sugar cookie dough so it can sit in fridge overnight
- eat, sleep, read
- enjoy my time with the kiddles
Adding the kids to the bottom of the list really doesn't seem fair. It wasn't a totally conscious decision to do that...I guess, in life, that is sometimes how it goes: feeling a stronger need to attack the daily demands rather than spend time with the kids and have fun. But I definitely do make it a point to totally enjoy my time with them and be in the moment.
Speaking of which, did you see Stephanie Nielson on Oprah?? Pictures of her right after the accident were shown and I had never seen those before. Her strength and courage was just overwhelming. I found myself very emotional during the whole interview. How great to have this giant vehicle we call the internet that can connect us with others we wouldn't have met...either because of distance or because we are so comfortable in our already crowded social circles. If you didn't catch the interview, here it is:
NOTE: the video has been removed from YouTube. Hopefully you can find it elsewhere because it really was great.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
favorite children's books
I haven't read it though so unfortunately I cannot give a review...hopefully soon.
Happy reading!!
Friday, October 16, 2009
snl weekly
Here is a skit from last week that we enjoyed. You need to listen carefully to the Tampax advertisements given by one of the commentators. It is probably the funniest thing about the skit. Enjoy.
Have you had a favorite skit yet from this season??
Thursday, October 15, 2009
AWHC
Here is Cowboy M showing us how to rope a stationary steer: You twirl it, release and...uuurrgggh...Okay...twirl, aim, release and... ...success! Third time's a charm.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
birthday hopes and caviar dreams
So here's to turning 30 and taking on a new chapter of life...but I wish it wasn't so soon.